Thursday, May 7, 2009
Entertainment Tonight - Controversy!!!
A phone call was received...
Ziplock: Ko busy?
Me: Nope, why?
Ziplock: Ko kat mana?
Me: Aku kat popular, lepas ni aku pi orchard.
Ziplock: Jauhnya...
Me: Asal? Apa hal?
Ziplock: Takde aku tk tau arr macam mana nk bilang...
Asal? Apa masalah ko?
Ziplock: Takde, tadi kawan rapat kitaorg...
Me: Siapa? Yang mana?
Ziplock: Si jantan...
Me: o0hky, asal ngn dier? Apa dier dah buat?
Ziplock: Dia bilang aku yang dier plan nak p redang with us arr the tri six. Abeh aku cakap lah yang aku tk leh make it so0, you all just go ahead without me. Then he said that he already expected that i would say that. Aku tak tau arr. Aku macam tk nk ade closeness agi arr. I mean, i am happy now. I feel like ending it with him and her lah.
Me: Jadi ko pon nk end it ngn aku sekali arr...
Ziplock: Entah eh... Aku mcm tk feel lagi...
Me: I don't know arr... I cannot say anything on the behalf of the rest but to me, yeah in friends we do fights but what is past let it be arr... (n u're telling me this why???)
Ziplock: Aku sebenarnya nk pi toilet tau...
Me: P lah nanti kol aku balek ke per...
(Sms session)
Ziplock: Aku juz sms kk. Sorie to say lah bt i wana quit frm dis whole ting. i cn c dat im much hapi nw.
Me: U do noe der isn't any quit in fwenship, rite? Its jst hw u accept the good and the bad of a person lah. Sorry 2 say bt ur problems btwn the other 2 which does not involve any major damage, u make it as if its a major thing and brought it upon ur shoulder lh.. i dnt noe wat n y exactly ur problem is with them or even with us as a group that make u're not hapi.. Sims 2 me dat we dnt hv much agreement 2 ur opinions ajek... sorry if i'm straightforward ar... bt cn i noe what exactly make u a downpour? (Frm my point of view)
Ziplock: Coz i juz dun C anything in it anymore. Or shud i say dah muak ahh or perhaps sick&tired we each of U??Thus i wanna end it. Its nt i cn't accept each other bt ntah kite tk sebulu. So yeah sumhw jgk i think kinda regret abt dis whole ting. Lyk bcuming one of trisixx n osos start talking w each of U again?Juz adding strez du u noe dat? (what exactly i put u 2 stress when i'm listening to U?)
Me: I dnt noe watz ur problem w me.. N i dnt noe wat strez i put 2 u..Im jst saying what i c...If u're accepting, do u accept if i say ure the one nt being sincere abt the fwenship bcz i dnt noe wat r the conflicts dat put to u to dat position? We were ohky the last tm... (I am clueless what went wrong)
Ziplock: I cn accept da words of nt being sincere coz yupp nw i am feeling it Thus im ending it. Cn't U gt it? I dun wanna live in denials lyk U. Owaez praying tings will get fine one day n grieving to da past.Im change nw. I dun wanna be da old me hu owaez giv in to shyt coz i wun buy it anymore. Im heading for da future nw N nt gonna luk at da past nw.Wasting my freaking tym. So nw tings dat I find it pathetic shyt, i wun kip it. (WTF!You called me to tell me that u're ending or bullshyting n bombard me??? What hv i done wrong?What is the meaning of this?)
Me: Hey, i dun gv a damn abt wat strezg u among us... I dnt hv the problem w the people.. Im nt in denials! Yes, i pray 4 the best cz i believe god is fair. Im jst accepting wt challenges is being brought to me..Im nt grieving the past, im learn frm the past, few times mayb a failure. Luk diz iz abt u, nt me.. y r u being childish n push it to me? If u want 2 end it dn its ur choice, im jst saying wt i tot i shud say abt watz going on dat make u fil negative being in tri-six.. Im not a person dat throw a person away bcz of their true colors unless dey r really damn bad dat destroys my dignity. (I'm just saying truthfully abt me and my principle abt friends, terasa apasal?! I'm not comparing you to me, o0hky!!)
Ziplock: Ouh! Plz lah... Luk to da past, u're worst. Im nt pushing to U. U say dat coz U left w no other choice beb! Sdah lah bobal ngn kau is worthless. Ape ape kau pkr psl aku, aku will a'ah kn n accept it w a big smile =) i had enuff. So yeah tc in future. Dun mess up AGAIN WIT UR RELATIONSHIP N WEN ADY BROKE PLZ JUZ ACCEPT DA FACT GOD IS FAIR. *winkies* kau nk ckp aku childish yes i am - still kippin a teddy wit me ;P well, dis is me whether u like it or nt. Choice is in ur hand. Seriously i dun hv any probs wit my other frens accept wit U guys so yeah probs lies wit U guys nt me. End of conversation. (Who called who seh?N helo0, i've already said God is Fair...which part yg ko tk paham?Yg p involve akunya relastionship apa hal?You're childish, ko punya psl lah dun hv to drag my personal stuff into the conversation!!! I did said that i dun throw a fwen bcuz of his or her true colours, tk paham english ke per?KO yg nk end, ko punya hak arr...Pushing to me,telling me im the worst and worthless n accept my fate??Stop it seh!!!)
Me: Eh2, im nt the one dat call up a fwen n say 2 end a fwenship, im nt the one dat make another fwen a scapegoat..n im nt the fwen dat gossip behind a fwen..n again, im nt the one who starts bullshiting.. Lo0k in the mirror ohky... (Damn furious!!! It's abt her ending the fwenship and why the hell my relationship is being involved and highlighted?Again, it's abt fwenship!!! My relationship is between my boyfriend and myself!!!My choice lah if i want to accept!!!Takde kena mengena ngn ko per! Tk mengoyakkan seluar dalam ko per perkara akunya relationship!!!)
Ziplock: We are equal. Yes, i admit abt gossiping, dose are facts. U to0. Lk i said we are EQUAL.(Well, i did gossip but i never FAKE and i've told the victim and apologised!!! What past is past! N i am NOTHING like you!!! WE are totally NOT EQUAL!!!)
Me: Apa2 jelah ima... Aku mls tau nk layan ngn konya cave mode lah apalah. Im the one shld b saying its wasting my fcking tm 2 hv good fwenship with u. I swear, i dnt noe wt wrong i've made 2 u jst bcz im part of the group 2. If u say im the worst ke apa ke... Thank you 4 seeing the worst in me, im nt the one yg wants to be in tri-six at first n who consoled me? Its u n i thank u for that cz nw i noe dat i am worth 2 b fwens with. Up 2 u lah, ur life... Its sad that u cm 2 me n say all diz n i listened n gv opinion, diz is the shyt i get frm u..Mcm melepaskan anjing yg tersepit.. Like u said, Allah maha kaya, adil dan segala cobaan dariNya. Nt my choice to accept u, bt ur choice to accept others with u... Assalamualaikum (I always become your scapegoat and being to0 soft to you!Whatever lah eh!)
Oh!n i dnt understand wen u claimed 2 say dat i left with no other choice? N y i said u push to me is bcz u said im in denials n all dose shyt...I ws jst trying to figure out watz ur problem n the possibilities of negative in the fwenship yet u push it at me saying im at denials n grieving 2 the past, i totally dnt want ur opinion on me 2 hw i c my fwenship in tri-six or any other stuff.. I think ure the one dat left with no other choice... Thanks for the tips and sarcasm... Wassalam... (It's my eyes, my heart and mind on how to see my friendship and it's abt you not me!!!I'm not with the problem!!!)
End (extract from my handphone =)
Funny lah! Im not the one that called,yet i'm the one that is being called WORTHLESS to talk to??? N helo0, we were talking abt fwenship, why the hell you have to highlite abt my relationship??? You have no rights, beb!!! Or maybe because u left with no other choice. Gosh! Get a grip lah!!! Who's the one living in denials?
People!!! I do admit that when Faiz called it a quit, I did not accept that it ended...But hey, dah jodoh lah seh! ...(n let me highlight this, is this abt me or abt the person who called me n bullshyt abt fwenship? Wait! fwenship with Tri six n my relationship are two different things!!!) Ko jealous per kita dah patched up, ko jealous per Izzat ngn Sery rapat... Aidah has put the past behind her, who's the one grieving 2 the past and not accepting the future??? Ask yourself lah o0hky...