Monday, October 25, 2010
I have been thinking alot and I end up to be confused and couldn't figured out what I was actually thinking. Have you ever been to this state of a point where you don't know what were you thinking and you were at peace but when you remembered what it were you began stressing your way through????
Particularly, i am at that state and I need some fresh air. Initially, it wasn't that bad but when it all comes in a bunch,all i can think about is the pros and cons of the situation. At times I can be really confused and wouldn't know which way to go and I might just ended up sitting at the same place over and over again. I can cry just thinking about it.
People keeps saying not to think to0 much and I would even give the same advise of which i myself sometimes couldn't even follow. It's not that i don't want to but at times they just give the need to have me thinking. It's suck cause, once i think...It can goes on and on and on and on... Not that i am doing nothing about it but because it involves other party and i am not in the power to ask for opinion from the direct party. So0 i can only think about the positive as well as the negative respond given along with the impacts each can make...In other words, I am sitting in the middle thinking about things 'will be' - 'will not';'may be' - 'may not';'can' - 'cannot'... etc....
I do need guidance and I need fresh air and a peace for my mind... Please Help me Allah...